"Life is not tried it's just merely survived if you're standing outside the fire!" Garth Brooks

I love you my daughter... Angel Baby in Heaven who left me to fly away to be with God in 1994... I miss you, I'm thinking of you...save me a spot right there next to you!!!!


My Life...My Theme...Forever and Always...

SOMETIMES IT'S A BITCH...

(J. Bon Jovi, B. Falcon, Stevie Nicks)

Well I've run through rainbows and castles of candy
I cried a river of tears from the pain
I try to dance with what life has to hand me
My partner's been pleasure... my partner's been pain

There are days when I swear I could fly like an eagle
And dark desperate hours that nobody sees
My arms stretched triumphant on top of the mountain
My head in my hands... down on my knees

Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze
Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees
Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds
Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze

I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure
I've laid down with love and I woke up with lies
What's it all worth only the heart can measure
It's not what's in the mirror... but what's left inside

Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze
Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees
Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds
Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze

You gotta take it as it comes
Sometimes it don't come easy

I've run through rainbows and castles of candy
And I've cried a river of tears from the pain
I tried to dance with what life had to hand me
And if I could... I'd do it all over again

Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze
Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees
Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds
Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze
Sometimes the picture just ain't what it seems
You get what you want... but it's not what you need
Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes... it's a breeze
Well it's a breeze... it's a breeze... it's a breeze...


For my daughter in heaven...

I'LL REMEMBER... (MADONNA)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNEWro42GCA

Mmmm, mmmm
Say good-bye to not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember

Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing

And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember

I learned to let go of the
illusion that we can possess
I learned to let go, I travel in stillness
And I'll remember happiness
I'll remember (I'll remember)
Mmmmm... (I'll remember)
Mmmmm...

And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember(I'll remember)

No I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)

No I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)

No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember (I'll remember)


I love you.....

My husband and my four surviving children, my sister, writing, reading, hanging out with family and friends and enjoying their presence in my life. Helping out other parents dealing with the loss of a child and the emptiness it leaves in your heart.

Oh and of course watching Guiding Light...Kim Zimmer/Reva Shayne...recapping the show daily (OKZFC Board and ORNFC) for all those awesome GL/KZ fans...and getting lost in all the drama!!